=:[ Wednesday, July 21, 2004 ]:= =:-:=
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so.. wad now... wad to do...
im lost.. totally... who to trust.. who to confide...
i dont know... i dont... im lost..
and u noe wad... im.. kinda scared...
scared of love... they sae love was supposed to be sweet..
budden... it seems like its sour...
perhapes it really was.. why is it... i cant be 100% happy?
aint my heart contented?? this is stupid.. i cant concentrate on anything..
maybe this was my fate...
i just cant forget the times we had together...
i miss you...
haiz... i hate to miss anything... it hurts..
sometimes.. when i look at u...
i dont even wanna blink my eyes...
im scared tt i would miss u too much..
i dont wanna miss a thing...
i wont ever forget the happiness we had together...
well... 'Had'...
we had joy... we had fun... and we shared that special bond...
a bond that im unable to bond it wif anyone else...
-:- [ Gui Xiong ] -:- [10:31 PM] -:-
=:[ Sunday, July 18, 2004 ]:=
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived:
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.
When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, Richness, can you take me with you? Richness answered, No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. Vanity, please help me. I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat, Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked, Sadness, let me go with you. Oh .. . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, Come, Love, I will take you. It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder.
Love asked Knowledge, another elder, Who Helped me?
It was Time, Knowledge answered.
Time? asked Love. But why did Time help me?
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.
totally agree!! perhapes time will tell... my love for her is Eternal~
-:- [ Gui Xiong ] -:- [7:27 AM] -:-
=:[ Friday, July 16, 2004 ]:=
If u love a fish...
would u grab it tight...
or would u let it back to the waters???
If I ever get the chance to have this fish in my arms...
I would have be the happiest person ever lived...
But I would have to think about the fish too...
Would the fish have the freedom it wanted???
Put yourself in it's shoes...Would u like to be kept and don't have any freedom???
No one would ever wanted this ill-fated life...
I would have let the fish go...
and if fishes can understand human language...
I would whisper to it...
"Fishy Fishy... You are free to go... Thanks for everything!!!"
I knew I would grieve for the loss...
But there's much to do...
I would take a fish tank... And make it to what the fish wanted...
And I would place it right next to the place I released the fish...
The memories of how I hook up the fish would always lurk in my mind...
And I would always grieve for your departure...
The fish tank would always remain there...
Waiting for the fish to jump back... To the fish tank...
Who knows...Perhaps... By the twist of fate...
The fish would love to be with me...
But if it don't...
I'll try not to cry too much...
At least... The fish had it's own freedom...
And hopefully the fish would be happy...
I'll try my best to be happy too...
But deep in my heart....
I know I'm no longer myself...
perhaps the fish would be with me tomorrow...Perhaps not...
I'll leave it all to destiny... Perhaps that's my fate... Perhaps... Only time will tell...
Now that I'm all alone.... There's something I have to say...
You left me... But I dint leave U...
You left me when my heart was with U...
Therefore... Till now... My heart is still with you...
I felt all the sorrows and joys you had...
don't worry... For I wont claim my heart back...
My heart had found it's way and now resides next to your heart...
Nothing would be better than this...
The joy of just being next to your heart...
Is just... Out of this world...
Just promise me one thing...
don't ever dump my heart off....
For the heartless body of mine... [No heart Body = Soul]
I would seek for the destiny that's beholds me...
Destiny Soul.. A Soul Destined To Wait For His Loved One...
-Gui Xiong
-:- [ Gui Xiong ] -:- [8:40 PM] -:-
|| = [ About Me ] = ||
Name : Gui Xiong
Age : 14+
Hobbies: bowling, soccer, online games
School: Junyuan Secondary School
Status: Single
Horoscope: Sagittarius
First Cry: 26111989
Height: 170mm
Weight: 50mg
Place Of Birth: Singapore
Email: Enlighten_Soul@hotmail.com
Song Played: Xiao Shi Huo
|| = [ Wishes ] = ||
~True Love~
~True Friends~
To be happy
Less stress
Do well in end of year
Less homework
Get to Poly
|| = [ Destiny Lies Ahead ] = ||
..::..::.. WithoutRegrets [Ver.#1]
..::..::.. CheckItOut [Ver.#2]
..::..::.. FriendsForever [Ver.#3]
..::..::.. HaoXiangNi [Ver.#4]
..::..::.. AiZheNi [Ver.#5]
..::..::.. Destiny [Ver.#6]
.:::::::. Xiaomao meimei
.:::::::. Jewelry jiejie
.:::::::. ShaoYing meimei
.:::::::. MeiQi
.:::::::. Jas Lim
.:::::::. Jas Ho
.:::::::. Bernie
.:::::::. Eric
.:::::::. YenTing
.:::::::. hui xian
.:::::::. Yujia
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